=KrystalCroft

Yeha...
Thank you first for reading my Journal. Well, once again I have a big Problem to slove. I guess it the biggest Problem i ever had. I have to pay over 500 € for my last electricity bill...
I never had thinking that i have to pay THIS much...
The live of a student is not easy, i think. I hope i will get someday an education...
My last Results have an average about 2,0 ~ and i still didn´t get an Job.
Since i´ve join dA i´ve posted journals like this... It´s kinda funny~
But it makes me feel better, if i share my problems with others... they always give me good advices. Like here on dA.
At the beginn, nobody helped me...
Yeha. It´s like someone would sad:
That's your problem!
I´m not someone, who can slove Problems alone. I wish really i could do it, but in the end...

Sometimes I think my friends think:
That gets on my nerves.
Yeha, i really think so. I like to help others. I show with that, that I really care about him. If someone have Money-Problems, i try to help him out of this problem.
But...
Why can´t I help myself?
Why i can help others with the same problem, and don´t me?
It´s.... confusing.

I live now alone. And i can´t go back.
But... i can´t slove that all by my own.
School is now over. I need work...
Thats really much for someone, who live now alone.

I wanted only to say those things.
Im now... happy ... that i could "open my mind".
Thank you.